Hope you’d find that chair and get to the work you love. Usually doing what you love to do becomes the medicine.
Btw, I think @ccm27 is saying/asking is about creating a respin, for which no license is needed. The respin wouldn’t be be named Ubuntu, but be using Unity that Cannonical doesn’t want/need.
I suppose, you should at least try. Like the elementary guys, maybe you should think of your own repos too.